And now, back to our regularly scheduled programming
You might be wondering why it's been 3 weeks since I've written anything. I'm wondering the same thing. I mean, really. I wrote that fantastic post about celebrating little victories, and then I fell headlong into a spiral of defeat. Sort of. What really happened was life. And some defeat. It seems that, no matter what I tell myself, or what God tells me, or what my friends and family tell me, regardless of how rational I can be, in spite of digging to the core of my being to dredge out any bit of patience and determination I can find, I am downright frustrated. So, there you have it. My goal date came and went. I suppose I should be thrilled about the victories along the way - like being able to run more than 2 miles, losing a couple of inches, becoming familiar with yoga and the miracle that I actually look forward to spinning classes now... but my reality is that I'm not where I want to be, and I am having trouble seeing any progress. I want results that I can see. A